Hi knight! You made a mistake, there is nothing you can do but try and move forward and improve.
I WISH it was men that only rememebered the good. My WH still has resentment and anger towards me about things that happened YEARS ago. "Remember when you yelled at me on my birthday when I turned 23" (that was 5 years ago). I obviously feel AWFUL about some of the ways I treated him but have made many efforts to improve and he hasn't been a saint either.
