I feel like i need to contact WAW

[knightinneed]

Oh no i seriously messed up, but not real bad. I checked an old gmail account I had, and well GMAIL has the chat built into the account when you log in. I seen WAW's name pop up, and I typed hello and a ? - i dont know why I did. I need a serious 2x4. She replied " follow court orders " i only replied u going to report this? and she replied " Leave me the f*!k alone" I am such a idiot to do that, been no contact for about 2 months, had a tough day where I was thinking about her and the sitch all day.

When her screen name popped up, curiosity got the best of me. THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.
I guess i was overwhelmingly curious what her reaction would be, would she respond - want to chat? I dunno why i did such a boneheaded move.

She has broken no contact herself early on a few times. But I will not go down that road again.


I am having such a hard time detaching from her, but today I was doing ok earlier, just remembering all the mean things she has done, but I always return to the good times.

Why is it men always remember the good, and WAW's only the BAD?

Me 36
WAW 29
T- 21/2 years
M-1 year
DD1