Some times my cheeks hurt too much from smiling. I have done some travelling. Back into the swing of things at work. House is up and on the market for sale. I have surrounded myself with good friends who are caring and loving. But I had to step away from here. It was making me analyze everything too much. Also the pain of everyone else was bringing me down and I was getting sucked into too much time here. So I cut it off. Now I just check in once a month.
Most of my life is quiet. Just working towards cutting that last cord with ex. I am in complete control of all communications with her. And she is having problems adjusting to the balance between us and she lingers on. But the door is closed completely forever. When I do see her. It is like looking at a piece of furniture or an old ex from high school.
Some times Chit happens and you know what. Its the best thing that can ever happen. Once the LBS fog has been lifted. Life moves on. And we relearn the lessons we taught ourselves in High School when we were dating and dating. That is sometimes people no longer love us. Or we no longer love them. So we move on.
Life is Good.
And I am looking forward to the next few years as they will be very interesting as I continue to grow and learn about being a man.... Took 39 years.....
I got you on the alt now with my real fb account so keep intouch. Or at least you can observe.
Marshmellow man smiling away
I will post another update later on when some stuff happens in my life. Thats the great thing about life. You live it. And stuff happens.
And stuff happens takes time....
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
