Sandy, I am OK. In general. There is progress. Cant deny that. And he is consistent and persistent. Distance is making all my insecurities HUGE. I dont know if he can do much more at this phase. Dont know if I allow room for much more. The only thing that I wish for sometimes -often- is that he had not loved her. I miss the exclusivity of his love. That cant change...
Michelle, it was a thing about us trying to schedule vacation. His work schedules etc etc.
Today was better. Finally had my hair done. A haircut and highlights and eyebrows. Feel better. Work still sucks and I have no news.. xxx
