Sorry you find yourself here. There are alot of posters with problems, so just be patient.

You can have your W check out this book that was recommended to me for my W.

The Walk Out Woman: When Your Heart Is Empty and Your Dreams Are Lost (Kindle Edition)
by Steve Dr Stephens (Author), Alice Gray (Author)

Put your stats in your signature line - age, how long M, kids, etc.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER