Sorry I have been quiet since the holiday weekend. Not too much to report. W has been seemingly close, then distant. I am really not, as everyone has advised, getting too emotionally connected to the W or her behavior much at all. Actually, her smothering of our kids actually has made me frustrated and somewhat disgusted. I want to tell our new MC that no matter how hard I try I can't seem to help my wife be more at ease and relaxed. She is so married to a schedule (as if our kids were still 4 mos. old) that it makes ME crazy. But that's an issue for T.
I don't know what to expect from our first session tomorrow -- it's been over a month since we've done this. I am going to go in there as positive as I can be and keep my ears open. I am not going to reiterate my feelings over and over. She knows how I feel. I want solutions. I want agreements. I want common goals for the sake of my family.
I will report back after our meeting tomorrow (Wed.).
