WAH in MLC with PA

[DiamondGirl]

Just checking in.. I'm still doing well attitude-wise, very detached. I'm currently listening to a podcast on your Inner Child... At first listen it's very helpful, though I need to make time to actively listen to it as I was interrupted at the beginning.

Rough patches with my mom still continue, but they only reinforce that the decision I made is the right one regarding not living together.

I realized that when I initiated the last horrible interaction with H, I was in that point the book I was reading described as the transition between old and new. I have been so unhappy with myself and felt so unhappy most of the time that it became comfortable to me.. the "norm".. so when I no longer felt that way about myself, part of me tried to get back there. I pushed through the other side (with all your help) and feel great about myself and the future now (today anyway.. LOL)

I'm putting my eager brain cells together to come up with a plan to generate more income to compensate for mom's moving out. My plan is that should I find by next tax season that living here is too much of a struggle, at that point I'll decide whether to move and let H sell the house to divide everything. I should have a refund at that point to put towards my own (smaller) mortgage.

I'm trusting that one way or the other I'll be okay until then. Actually,

I know I will..