Wanted to tell him that I almost made a fool of myself and came on to him ... but didn't. Wanted to say so much ... but didn't.

For some reason I am obsessing about the OW today. Need to clear my head but nothing seems to be working. Bleh. Have many reoccurring thoughts ever since mutual guy pal B said that OW and I should talk to clear the air (after he had dinner with her and she told him that 'nothing happened' with her and H - I guess her definition of nothing is different than mine - or she meant sex ... dunno).

Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc