I went ahead and filled out the D petition last night. I sent my W an email explaining that I can't be in a marriage like this anymore. I need a W that is willing to work towards the future and if she is unable to do so then I will start the process. She should get it today and we'll see how she responds. I can't imagine she'll give me much push back.
It was really hard to send but I did it. I know that I still have internal issues that need to be worked out. I'm still seeing my MC who is now my IC. I'm hoping that things take a turn for the better.
M: 36 W: 29 S: 2.5 EA: 2/2010 OM1 D Bomb: 3/2010 PA: 6/2010 OM2 W moved out 8/2010 Loc: DE, USA