When H asked to go and see a counselor to "communicate better" (because I went dark) I stalled it for couple of weeks and told him that I don't have the time to go until this week. So he made the appointment for this Wednesday. I think that I'm detached enough to go there and not to fall to pieces....
Got a call from OW's H, they went to their first mediation session with lawyers. She still seems to be decided that this is what she wants, but apparently she doesn't look happy and her depression is even obvious to her kids.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
