Well here I am now. Moved over from DBD

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Thanks for the humor whatisis. I needed that.

If I could detach I truly think I would be a happy camper. Well except for the being lonely thing but I am getting used to being on my own. My Son recently moved back in with me temporarily and I have gotten to the point where having him here is sometimes annoying to me LOL. Still love him though. Told him to mow the damn lawn tomorrow since he is off.

I am sorta dating but not really. I have friends that are women. I have one in particular that I want as a FWB but she has already told me I need to get over my XW before I commit to even an FWB relationship. She is right. This whole dating thing gets old quick. Being an old married guy was so much easier and comfortable. But ironically, being comfortable in my marriage is probably what got me into trouble.

Yes I am a rebound with a capitol "R". This is why I need to detach completely (impossible I know). I want to give my next relationship 100% of my heart, body and soul.

But every morning I wake up the first thing that pops in my head is that my Maria is gone and my pulse and heartbeat goes into overdrive with that waking realization. That can't be healthy for me. Maybe I just think too much.