Does it feel like Christmas is coming? No! And that worries me a bit! I tend to see things with a lot of responsibility, I guess. So I am a little anxious about breastfeeding, "being there", etc.
I haven't had any baby anxiety dreams recently. But in my life I have OFTEN had dreams where I forgot about my baby to its detriment. That I realized I hadn't fed it in a few days or didn't know where it was, etc. So I would say I'm a little more apprehensive than excited!
I AM excited to see what she looks like. And to get this next phase of life started.
But, I think my optimism will win through after a while. . . thanks, NM!
So during your contractions you thought S was kicking you? That's kinda what's happening with me. I think she must be pounding with her fists or something. . . yeah, Piano, how would you describe Braxton Hicks? (I hope it's my cervix getting ready!)
Ha ha, WH, guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt! (That's supposed to sound like a chant.) It's sad that I think it's funny. But I knew it would happen, and here it is. I hope he can get over it and get back to a sane place in his head. I do. But if he can't, I hope he's guilty every day.
K, goin to do a last check of threads and then bed!
