Today was overall ok. After H got home last night, I kinda flew off the handle a little bit again, which I swore to myself was something I wouldn't do. But I got in a shot about what I thought of a dad who spent all day at another woman's house while his three yr old was at home asking for him all afternoon. He went to bed and I told him to put DD to bed, too, since he hadn't been there with her during the day. He complied and I decided to go to the rental. It took a while to get to sleep, but I slept surprisingly well.
Today, I got up and got a LOT of cleaning done in the kitchen. It looks almost liveable! If I can keep this up, by the end of the week, I will definitely have a clean enough house for DD to come to... and she asked multiple times today if she could.
I also got a surprise email. I have my info listed on a state job bank and got a request to turn in an application at a very well-known company. YAY!
So, I had to run to other house to print the application. H was there and was civil, and even tried to get me laughing at jokes and stuff like the past two days hadn't happened. Sorry, but they did. I was polite, but very stand-offish. DD was all over me, and was very upset that she couldn't come with me. I think H felt like dirt about that. I just hope it eventually adds up to him realizing what he'll lose before it's too late.
Me 32, H 34, DD 3 M 6, T 8 Bomb 03/10 OW Bomb 6/5/10 Separate & NC 6/28/10 My 2nd EA Thread
