Disappointing about the ski meeting. Maybe it will work out later. Nice that you were able to enjoy evening with uncle and cousin.
Quote: Not too concerned. Is this ok? I just am not investing that much emotional energy into it. Maybe I can relax a little. ??? woah! look out! who said that?
YOU! You said it!! I think it would be a great idea for you to just relax. It could be very liberating for you.
I think the goal you chose is a good one. Relax, joke around, realize that you don't have to plan and be in control. Repeat with me, relax, relax, relax...