Yeah, the mom thing is huge with me. Lots of issues, lots of baggage, what my therapy is 95% about. Not your normal mom-daughter relationship. So, yeah. Just had therapy today and I have some strategies.
Anywayz!
The massage! Okay, well first, this is one of the top 10 resorts in America. So everything was EXPENSIVE. I had a $225 gift certificate and I still spent $48 over. On a massage and pedicure. You'd think for that price you'd feel like a celebrity. But it was just like any other massage and pedi, I'd say! It was good, don't get me wrong. But sometimes I think expensive stuff is just lost on me. . .
There were also a ton of housewives in there just reclining at the spa. . . I kinda rolled my eyes at them. Rich 'desperate' housewives!
I don't know what braxton hicks feel like, but I have had cramping! And then these weird sharp shooting pains very low.
My due date is this week and I'm pushing all those pressure points and visualizing and all that! Come on, girl!!
In other news, WH texted me yesterday and today asking how I was and if he could get me anything. I wrote back both times that I couldn't think of anything he could get me! I don't know what he's thinking, but whatevs. I guess I just hope he feels guilty!
Things are about to change up big time. . . just trying to anticipate the changes now. I can't believe this is happening. I imagined (if I have an epidural, which I probably will) the doctors telling me it was time to push. And I had a little freak out just imagining it! So I have to keep processing that. This is really happening!
Thanks for dropping by, all of you. Talk to you later!
