I'm doing ok. PMA slipping just a touch. Wanted some last night but h was too tired. I get insecure when I feel like he isn't coming after me. But, patience and discipline is the key. I need to work on the r and allowing him to feel comfortable and like he is not being controlled by me and that I am not using him and needing him to make me happy. Etc. I just wish he would ditch watching CSI/Law and order for once and say that he wants to be romantic...

I did bring up the anniv. VERY casually. I said "isn't that wine tasting at that bar on Wed? I thought it was on our anniv." He said he didn't know. I haven't brought it up since. I can't remember what day I brought it up-maybe Friday. So...I guess I'm just waiting to see what happens and hoping that I am not setting up myself (him) for failure. ???

Yesterday I told him that I am going to the ski club meeting tonight. Yay me! Thursday I plan to do the walking thing with my uncle w/ or w/o h. I hope he goes.

Not too much else going on. Oh, I did start the blinds, but h had to help me finish. They look nice!

karen
have a good PMA day
goal ideas??? Find something else to do tonight if he goes out (he prob. will), keep up PMA. Not worry about sex. It WILL happen...