STBXH called a short while ago and asked if I would like to join him and the boys this evening to see the circus (a small one that comes through town every year).

I don't even know what to think or how to feel about that. I even have an appt with my ATTY in about 30 mins to finally sign the final D papers.

I am so mixed up inside, it's not even funny.

Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell