Need a Plan for My Marriage

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Well, I am going to file my response today to my W petition. I am very anxious about it for some reason. I guess it will be one step closer to us being divorced. I feel so bad for our two kids. It will just devastate them more. She has no idea what it will do to them when I are finally living separately.

I am so sad for them more than me. My parents have been married for 50 years this year, and I could not imagine how I would feel if they would have been divorced. Truly a sad day I was given no choice but to respond.

I hope to keep up my positive attitude about this.

I do have another job interview tomorrow, and multiple calls for other jobs too.

I will need the independence to care for my children without her. I have to do it. I must do it! I need all the strength I can have to do this. I have to move forward without her in my life!

I feel some feelings about what is happening, but I need to stop those feeling now for my kids sake.