Wii yep, easy to get lost in thought on this one, and Alice, what you're saying, I know it's true. I've got too much on my plate emotionally already, and I need friends over complicated situations. So my goal here is to tone down my thinking, let it be simpler.
Wii, yeah, I was in a fraternity, I can recognize good vs. bad advice.
Alice - well, I was going to respond that I was just making a joke - but - real answer? Yeah I use this site to post when I'm confused, hurting, etc. and I say things here that I wouldn't say out loud, and I imagine that after awhile I start to sound tiresome to some of my friends, because I ruminate. So when I think about the history of stuff here, I guess I feel a little exposed. None of that is bad, it IS what this place is for.
So - I must admit - XW knocked me a little on my a$$ last night. See, you guys that don't know why they walked away? Well - I know. And she made it clear last night, in her anger. It was our intimate life. This is kind of hard to talk about, but I've posted about this before I guess. That's the singular thing. She didn't feel that I was attracted to her and she couldn't take it.
