Thanks for the great advice. I'm not as emotional today which is good. I'm really sick of crying. My work has been amazingly supportive which has taken some of the worry away.
All I know is that there is a reason this has happened and that I need to do some major work on myself in order to heal from past hurts/fears etc. No matter what the outcome of this - I will be a better person for it. I feel this way now but 20 minutes from now I'll want to cry again.
How do you move on with life when all your goals/dreams included this person? I get sick every time I think or see something that reminds me of what are plans were. We bought a fifth wheel this year and were going to spend each weekend camping with our kids cause last summer we both worked so much. We were both SO excited (this was just last month??!!) How does a person forget that kinda stuff so quickly?
I have not contacted him and I will not. Our only communication since Friday was him dropping our D off yesterday and it was only about her. When he left, I told him to have a really good week (something I normally wouldn't do) and that was it. He really doesn't look happy at all but what do I know???
This is so frigin hard!!!!!!!!!! Cause I know this is fixable.
Thank you to everyone who is replying/helping! It means the world to me right now.
