Wow!!! I have been struggling with understanding about this
"I finally get that you can leave the door open for reconciliation without hoping for one. It's open because I can't close it. That's a far cry from keeping the door open, the light on & a big, flashing neon sign that reads, "OPEN".
There is still a bridge because you haven't burned it. That doesn't mean that anyone is actually going to cross it.
I'm not going to keep looking over my shoulder to see if he is coming across the bridge. I'm looking forward, to my life, to my future, to the person I'm becoming"
I am thinking that maybe, just maybe, I am understanding that too!
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