I just need to realize that things aren't going to be patched up overnight.

I mean, as of right now, he wants a D and is living at his dad's and that's that. We have been getting along better as of this weekend and he has been initiating more contact (ie, text messages).. but nothing more.

I just wish I could fast forward...I miss him.

M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson