Or possibly you "guilted" him into coming back and he really didn't want to and that is why 2 years later he leaves!
You didn't talk sense into him then, you won't now, and stalking the man just confirms to him that you are suffocating him!
I don't know why you bother spending money/time talking to a coach because you just do what your going to do...you will call him...you will yell at him...you will blame it on your panic attacks...
See how confused you are...you previosly posted that you don't feel safe with H, now your worried H will never come back???
I am just suprised that your H hasn't gotten a restraining order against you...but that doesn't mean that he won't wise up eventually...I can tell you that I would run fast and far if someone was trying to track my every move and then yelling at me about it if I had left to get away from them...
Rysmom, you need more help then anyone here can give you...and I think that is why you are not getting much input on your posts anymore...you are sucking it dry...sort of how you did your H, I suspect...
I think you should just plan on a future alone, without H, hopefully with your son if he doesn't tire of the emotional roller coaster you are always on...get real help...real mental professional help...not just a church psychologist...I think you are a candidate for meds and very intensive therapy to get you possibly on the right track...
I wish you the best but not real sure what is going to happen to you...
