I feel for ya - you seem to be in a similar stage that I was in about a year ago...we had a lot more problems though and my sitch is complicated...but some advice I was given back then was just to back off and calm down. I know it seems impossible, difficult, but try. Search these forums and read what others have done in your situation. Look at midlife crisis and see if anything there sounds familiar. It's painful beyond words, believe me I know, but right now everything you're doing it pushing him away further. DO NOT beg, plead, cry or anything like that in front of him. I did that months ago and made the situation worse. When your books arrive, read them and believe me, they'll help tremendously. Good luck to you and I wish I had more guidance for you, but this is just based on my own experience.
