Punkd is right. Most people take way longer to get this.
He is also right, dropping the rope never stops.
It is hard, but it is something that you can do.
It will come and go in waves, until you one day, you will hear yourself NOT saying something, NOT having the backslide, and you will KNOW then, that you are there…
And that is ok too…
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
