Need a Plan for My Marriage

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W and I had an argument tonight. I confronted her on a lot of things. She brought up the job stuff about me being out of work. I do finally see how her "warped mind" works, and the stuff that her and the OM are discussing about me. I about laughed about her telling that I am not a very good husband. I found it interesting that she was discussing how it was not cheating because she never planned to go back to me. How it was her choice. I also confronted her about how she never may of love me but chose to live in this country with me. She tried to spew so much garbage and use the job as justification for the A. She also said whatever and so alot.

I made a comparison between me and the other man about me with no job, but and does not provide the money to him with a job and a cheater. I asked her who the real husband is in this situation. I made the same comparison for her. I asked her to find out he really does support his family. I also confronter her on him watching my kids a week ago. I confronted her on the cell phone in the bathroom. I confronted, confronted, and confronted some more. I was so tired of this crap from her.

I told that I am done with her. That I do not want a woman that will cheat on me and the kids. I told her that she is the one that destroyed the family, not me. I also said that she could never justify an affair for any reason.

Did I mention that I said the OM is a scumbage and piece of garbage.

She left for awhile to go for a beverage. She gone for a long time. I am sure that she was talking to him.

I am meeting with my attorney next to submit all my paperwork for the divorce not that I have the money to do it. I am so glad to go and get this worked out on the offensive against her. She is going to be quite surprised. It serves her right.

I am done putting up with the crappy behavior in front of my kids too. My daughter told her that she should say "no thank you" and not be so rude to me. She also said that she is tired of the way that W is treating me and her. She is fed up with the way I am put done.

I told W that she has put me down and made negative comments on the jobs I would have taken and ruined my confidence. She has been controlling me and abusive to me, and I will no longer put up with it.

There was so much more said that I do not remember, but this main parts of the the argument and her denying it. She did say that the affair was not the way I think, and I told her not make me out to be stupid and that it is exactly the way I said it was and to quit lying.

It felt good to get it out. I have had it bottled up for so long that I needed to speak out against the garbage she has been doing and saying.