Thanks AC - I appreciate your kind words. The thing is - I don't even want him anymore. He's become a very horrible person....
I just want the dream of the life I thought I was going to have and all the things we promised each other. I just really don't want to be divorced... THATS that part I'm still grieving.
Plus there is still a big part of me that feels like I need to understand WHY... and that will never happen.
Good thing is I have tons of great coping skills so this isn't nearly as bad as it would have been had it happened 6 months ago!
More tomorrow.....
Gnite all!
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