Got served with D papers today.. FINALLY... I have to say I'm much more sad than I thought I would but ... but at the same time I don't fell the way I thought I would... Its weird...
I just can't help but keep thinking how stupid this all is and how bittersweet it is... I SOOOOO don't want this... but I don't want to be married to him anymore either... It seems killing the good memories is the really hard part of divorce.....
I can't believe this is actually happening... it all still seems so surreal. I know its been goin g on for 9 months but I still can't get over it. I just wish it were different.
The even more weird part is I'm really starting to feel like moving on - I can see myself with other people and I'm excited about that option - but I still wish I could have the comfort of my marriage.
I am definitely feeling very alone today...
ME28,WAH30, M 5YRS, T 7YRS ,OW/ILYBNILY/SEP 9/09 Served with D papers 6/6/10 Current
