V1olin's new life without wife

[v1olin]

Going to sign the papers tomorrow at 4pm and I have not said anything to stbxw at all. I am starting to feel like some kind of chump or "melty man" as Puppy puts it, if I say anything to her about not wanting this. She KNOWS I don't want this so I think she would be disgusted if I made one last attempt at begging, pleading, groveling, wussing out... whatever you want to call it! I would call it fighting for my family but I have no idea where her head is these days.