lol! I can't keep track of what you are feeling toward H! I think you 2 are going to end up just fine. :-) I am waiting for someone I have met on the DB forum to have a happy ending!!!
not to jinx it but you just sound like one of those couples who can't bear to be apart from each other.
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004