Thank you so much for replying. I know I've been rambling on here but I signed on to get some advice as I feel at times I'm going crazy. I've lost 9lbs in a week! this is just so confusing to me. I never, ever expected him to be like this! I don't know what happened to my husband and I am truly devastated.
I know I need to focus on me and the kids but it is so hard. I can't stop thinking about him at all! All day, all night, I barely sleep. I don't know how he stopped caring so easily.
I need to work on me too. I know I have issues. I've ordered both DBing and DR and I can't wait for them to get here.