Yeah I've accepted that he has to meet me part way and the reality is he has NOT and apparently doesn't care to. I'm starting to think maybe I was a little dilusional to ever think otherwise.
I'm sure if I were to reach out to him today, I wouldn't receive a return phone call and I'm certain he would refuse to answer my phone calls if he knew it was me. Consistent with our marriage there was always little or no time to address important issues relating to the marriage and our feelings. His family and his job always took priority so nothing is new in that regard.
I believe it would take a miracle at this point but as you stated Allen A you never know. However, at this last hour I'm only kidding myself to believe anything less than this marriage is over and has been over for quite some time now.
O well we live and we learn the harsh realities of life are NEVER easy to deal with but that everything happens for a reason!
