Today has been a hard day. It is what would have been our 10 year anniversary since our first date. I didn't do much yesterday and had trouble getting out of bed...today I was able to run a few errands and have plans this evening with family.
Does this ever get easier? Is there any hope?
I still keep holding on to this hope that he will wake up and realize what he is losing but then reading most of the stories on here I don't think that happens. I just can't handle this right now. I just wish he would SLOW DOWN and stop trying to talk about lawyers and mediators and just take some time for self reflection. He can't divorce me until we are seperated for a year anyway. I don't understand why he keeps bring that stuff up.
