Nothing much to post about really.

I have seen the boys each day - sometimes only for a few hours. This can't be helped as I have to work around my shift pattern.

Nothing new from the Waw. She now waves me off when I leave. But there has been no new conversations about finances (for now ), and no mention of R talk at all.

This is how I want it for now.

I am allowing things to find their own natural rhythm, and I am having a blue weekend.

It is difficult having to leave my boys.

Oh hum.

They are staying here on Monday & Friday night, and I will pick them up from school each day this week and see them for about 4 hrs each day.

Gyn.




Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away,
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday.
Take what you need,
And be on your way and,
Stop crying your heart out.