deep in my heart, the longer i stay away from him, the more i feel like he wasn't very good to me and most likely won't be. only now he thinks he can leave me, beat me and still havbe me grovel. of course i don't want a divorce, but he filed and he hurts me all the time. i haven;t been taking his calls because all he does is manipulate and hurt me. yes i want my husband back, but what would i have to do in my sitch? try to just be around whenever he is willing to see me just seems to make him drift further away and try to be friendly to try to save his precious hide...
