Better Days

[ImprovedRomeo]

I sometimes wonder if we're making things more complicated for ourselves than they have to be by over analyzing them.

When you say "you KNOW you're not ready for this" what is "this"? is it something made up in your mind and it really isn't it? or has to be it? why can't it just be "I like TM, I enjoy her company as a friend, I don't want to get ahead of myself by thinking she's the one etc but what's wrong with letting things progress in their natural ways?"

We all like to keep that hope alive for our WASs but sometimes I wonder if that's more destructive to us and we're just another bomb away from falling back into that crater that we've been trying to crawl out of.

I also know the feeling 'she still does the trick' as I wrote briefly in my thread yesterday. I see her and despite everything I still long to hold her in my arms. Could it be we're hopeless 'fixers' that need a constant challenge of fixing broken people/things etc? or is it just the comfort of the familiar?