I guess weekends are just rougher than weekdays. I know there is no way this woman will replace me in either the hearts of my kids or grands. I just have to keep the contact open between me and my stepsons. I told the oldest I couldn't stop loving his father instantly after 20 years, and I certainly wouldn't stop loving them either. As much as I want to stay in bed today and hide under the covers, I'm about to get ready for church, and afterwards, go shopping at Wal-Mart. This afternoon, I'm working on a little sundress for one of the grands. Miss my 'human' husband terribly, but for now only the 'pod-person' exists. No word yet on any action from the Army about his referrals for PTSD/alcohol abuse. I'll have to be very sneaky to get that info.3 months of this so far is nothing for an MLC'r, right?