I tried to be pleasant when h came home last night. He made a movement, but I wasn't sure if it was to snuggle or not, so i did, but briefly. this morn. i was pleasant. we always xoxoxo hi and good-bye. I think the more smiley I am when we see each other or say goodbye, the better. It rubs off.
Tonight I am going to the neuro. at 4:15. I'm actually going to get to go home in the daylight!!! I get to pick up doggie doo-doo and then walk the dogs. I've been neglecting them.
then i play vball 7-8:30. Haven't made plans with the h. we'll see what happens. I dont' think he is planning to go anywhere, but if so, I'll be ok with it. tomorrow we are meeting his friend & w for dinner. (yes, he DID plan it!), what else? don't know.
I MUST maintain! I must act as if with all of my might!!! eugghngggg! That's me flexing my muscles. If I don't...
I spoke to a ff about jealousy today b/c i noticed that she is really confident around her bf. It helped.
feeling some anxiety. I want to go out w/h the eve. before t-day but i'm wondering if he's going to want to go to the pub w/his friend...
