Just found out she already filed

[ImprovedRomeo]

Normally we exchange DD at her school during the week and we alternate Fri-Sun. That way I never see STBXW and DD never sees both of us at the same time (STBXW will drop her off and I'll pick her up etc). She's saying it's easier for DD that way because when she sees us both she wants to stay with the parent that's leaving her.

I guess I'll just let it go, I hate her for this.

When she was here today I noticed how she's starting to look older...she's 38 but has always looked much younger so far. Still I feel that old attraction...she was wearing a tank top and my eyes kept wanting to wander down but I resisted.

...see I'm fine for days and stuff like this happens and I'm all conflicted again i.e. I hate her and I miss her both at the same time. I'm sure one day i'll be indifferent no matter what she says/does...