Re-Connecting

[Fightingforher]

I've finally committed to GAL.... I went out with a couple of my single friends last night and it was really uncomfortable. While they were making there moves, all I could do is think about my wife. They don't know about my situation so they certainly don't pressure me about anything.

Today my W and son and I went shopping for some things around the house. She constantly talks about "us" making upgrades to the house and painting, kitchen, etc...... She also is talking about later in the year visiting my sister in FL. I'm not sure how to respond to these comments, I just agree and smile and go on my merry way.

Still no affection coming my way.... I have been very subtle with the touching on my part, a touch here and there. I'm still staying positive though and not showing much emotion about our R. Not sure if anyone has any advice, just wanted to VENT.....