Yeah...I blew it today. We had a great b-day party for our son but I had to go and try to have R talk afterward. We went to the park and our son began having some anxiety about parting. He was crying and very clingy to me. Of course, she accuses me of "brainwashing" him..."this is all your fault." She called me a name, I called her a worse name and told her SHE was the one breaking this family apart.
So..the day ended horribly and they are both headed to New England. I'm headed up on Friday. We have agreed that we will NOT discuss the R the next time we meet.
Forrest you are dead on the money...we are nowhere near being able to have talks about how "moving forward" is going to look. The problem is that within 60 days I am going to have to make some decisions and her decisions will drive mine. Maybe that's the problem...maybe I should just do what's right for me???
This just sucks...
I did NOT keep my emotions in check. That's my biggest challenge...that's the "work" I have GOT to do if this is going to be salvaged.
