I have to stick to focusing on the positives. I am this great sponge and I was reading other people's threads and started comparing and judging h, etc. Not good.
Ya' know, as I was talking to H it was going over and over in my head, "this is not good. this is not db'ing. this is not going to get me closer to my goal. etc."
that stuff from Opera's (tee hee) site sounds good. I will print it out and stick it somewhere where I will remember to do it.
++ H may even put some of my credit card debt onto his since his % is so much less than mine. **commitment
H & I recovered well from "discussion". It was much shorter, I did not grovel, I did not beat myself up (outwardly), I got back on track, h did not resent me or close up, and he even started a pillow fight in bed which led to . I'll take the pillow beatings!
h is reserving this weekend for me. We even talked about trying out a new bar.
__ I know that h wants things to go well, and we def. have great potential, but as he says, "it's on k's shoulders."
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. I'll take the pillow beatings! 
