Hi guys, H left tonight to S. Africa. Looooong ways from home. He was happy he gets to be there during the world cup but he was upset for leaving for at least 16-17 days. The last couple of days that he was here and had time we got close again. Time is an issue after all. We may not think about it or consider it as our no 1 problem but it seems it is. Because when we spend time together, things get better.
We gave him his Bday present and a father's card. He wanted us to make love before he left and locked the bedroom door with the kids outside and we did. And it felt...good. First time I saw passion. I mean really.
Things at work as a mess. I do have a job but I said I want them to find me another one. THey may come back and say there isnt one and I do that anyway or I amy find something more suitable for me. I took a risk and I will know soon what's gonna happen...
