so i'm feeling not so strong today. H was mean to me and though he ultimately apologized (on his own), it's hard to imagine that things are ending.
i'm really kicking myself for the backslide last week. to be honest, things were really going well and according to the plan the db coach set up...and i screwed it up. i know i can't blame myself but it really set me back. i should have just kept my mouth shut.
H is now withdrawing again. sigh. he's talking about the D in more final terms and the plan is that things will end at the end of July.
