I don't want to be alone forever, but for now I am content with grieving the final stages of the end of my marriage to the SG. I want to be able to move on, and now I can start doing that. It will still take some time. I think XH feels like if he can be "strong" for me, that I will see him in a new light. That is not going to happen. This is MY journey, not his. And I am content with walking in the direction I am, with complete faith in God that everything happens for a reason.
^^This^^ Amen.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
