BobbiJo, your postings are not annoying! That's what this site is for, sure we can have laughs along the way but it's mostly a place where you can pour out your pain to people who UNDERSTAND and will support you. I sometimes look at my family album and end up in tears, there was so much I loved about being married and having a great family. But it's not the same anymore and yes, I hate it! That doesn't mean I have a terrible life but it's not the one I wanted, that's it. We have to do the best with what we've got. I sense how frustrated you are in knowing that "smoking" is not good for you but not being able to find that one thing that will make you quit. It's tough but you'll get there, we all will one way or another. So, feel free to keep annoying us!
