Hi, I was afraid that since I was saying how well things were going that I would jinx myself. I did have some anxiety today. Feeling insecure about h. Tried to STOP and think about other things/re-focus on work, etc.
h flirted some this morn. Hoping he'll finish what he started later. He said he would (w/o me asking), but sometimes he is too tired on Thurs. from going out on Wed. I'm trying not to ??? have expectations? get dissappointed if it doesn't happen, etc. Must act as if, b/c if my insecure vibes come out, then he'll get turned off. and we don't want that!
ent said that i most likely don't have meniere's since i don't have hearing loss. yay! and that my sinuses are NOT causing my headaches. the facial pain is prob. rebound from taking analgesics! And, he said i should see a neurologist. ha ha...i told him that she said to come see him! oh well, the plan was to rule things out, but i just want some med's that will help! ungh-temper tantrum-
ok, wish me luck on behaving myself.
Oh, are there any experts on jealousy/insecurity on the board? ttys! karen
