Need a Plan for My Marriage

[LSG]

Oh, how does everyone see her as this sweet and innocent woman that is hurting me and her kids everyday. Someone, please make me understand. I am villified for only having no job which I am closer to having ever since I am following my own decisions, and not hers. I take care and love my kids, and all I ever did was love my wife enought to give up my own dreams and desires for hers. How does this work? I need some real understanding of the world because I don't get it anymore. What I thought was the way life should be, does not seem real to me anymore.

I guess just venting. Maybe I need answers that I have no answers.

I just wish my prayers would be answered for me and the kids that our family could survive this. I know it is over, though.