Just found out she already filed

[ImprovedRomeo]

Personally, I find that babbling incoherent nonsense on my thread is what keeps me at the top of my game, so why not give it a try yourself.

Well I just realized that May 23rd was our 9th anniversary, I remembered it in the begining of May but after the mid May mayhem with the temp support proceedings I lost track of it completely. Oh well, the marriage died a long time ago, in fact, now I feel that it died when she had an affair. I never should've accepted her back but she was hurt, she was remorseful, she needed someone to take care of her...and of course, I saw it as a chance to save my family...how stupid of me.

hmm...yeah about the divorce...I believe she's going for the juggalar. She wrote me a really nasty and mean email a few weeks ago and I'm still replaying her words in my head. She portrayed me as a monster, deamonized me and then demanded I give her x no of things and y amount of money etc.

Right now money wise things are tough but I figure me writing about it isn't going to help anything.

She sent me a text asking me when she can drop DD off tomorrow we're on a weird schedule because I had this trip and another one coming up so we're splitting weekends. I told her when she could. Then she said she'd take her books and stuff too. I told her I already have 3 boxes full of her books ready to go so she can take those...I didn't but I do now. I want her to see these mini bombs don't affect me in fact I'll do her one better and show that I already packed up her stuff to get out of the house. She replied saying she'll take the stuff from the filing cabinets too...hmmm...don't think so...but I didn't reply. Tomorrow when she shows up I'll tell her unless she needs something specific I still need to go through the papers.

She'll also see the wood flooring all throughout the house that I put in about a month ago...the house will be clean and smelling great, the front yard has been mowed. In a way I don't want her to even come over but I think she wants to come over or else she would've said 'what time will you pick DD up? or do you want me to bring her over' however this time she said 'what time can I drop DD off tomorrow?'...

A week ago she'd asked me 'since you have DD this weekend why don't you keep her for the memorial day weekend' I told her that works for me. Now she sent me an email saying the way July's working out I'll have DD for July 4th and 'are you keeping her again, I mean for both holidays this year or do you want to change it so I can have her July 4th'. Hmm...it's always as if I somehow plan these things to work in my favor when she's the one who probably had plans the memorial day weekend and at the last min she decided to have me keep DD now she wants to plan out a month in advance for the 4th. I haven't responded but I'll just tell her something like 'no problem, go ahead and keep her on the 4th of Jul weekend'.

OK, that's enough...I gotta give my hands and mind some rest.