So tonight went well, I made a few errors but I am trying. I went for a walk when I got home from work and H showed up at the house to cut the grass, when I got back I asked him if he wanted pizza with us and he said sure. He was going to take S10 to his parent's for the weekend so he was in a bit of a rush to get the grass cut and head out. He was in and out of the house and things were good, somewhat normal. There was a problem with our order and he called to complain, when he was done (here is where I screw up) I laughed at his reaction and gave him a kiss on the cheek and told him he was funny. He just shook his head. Our son's plans ended up getting cancelled so H ended up just hanging out at the kitchen table with me and we just talked. Not about anything to do with our relationship but just general stuff. He ended up staying for an extra half hour at least and then he got up to leave. I just said goodbye and let him go. I ended up having to call him to ask how to boost our sons quad, he helped me through it patiently and was quite nice the entire evening. I do not take this as hope but at least we are getting along better.
m-34 w-33 d-15 s-10 m-11 years t-16 years bomb - Feb 24/10